Are you struggling to Receive?
In all my life, I used to become so excited about even a little bit of receiving. I used to share it with the universe right away and distribute my happiness with everyone. Whenever I did that, I lost that little bit of receiving and all the doors it could open for me in the following.
I found people are categorized into three groups: ones who give and cant receive that much; people who are holding, and avoid giving to others and used to receive much more than giving, and for sure a group who give and receive and keep the flow circulation.
I found a lack of space inside me was the reason for my actions. I did not have space for those receiving and could not contain them. Whatever we are receiving is so fragile in the beginning. They are not grounded and don't have roots inside us. They can be dried so easily if we don't protect them and take care of them. We are sending out their energy by sharing them with others. Instead, they need to be kept inside and receive energy from the universe to grow up.
I am happy finally I found this precious wisdom. Hopefully, I could embody it already. Now it is very easy for me to keep my secret and precious information inside. I do not become excited about receiving anymore and I am experiencing very deep pleasure instead of that. I am still sharing with the world but not right away. I let everything I am receiving become grounded and rooted, and then I will share and give birth to them to provide space for the new receiving and keep the flow circulation.
In the following photo, I am left and right, up and down. But the strongest I is in the center to keep me grounded and provide sustainable space for receiving me and whatever universe consider for me:)